Wednesday, July 11, 2007

Maybe there is something wrong with me?

Yesterday was another OP day. I ate exactly my 19 allowed points and felt good about my choices. I didn't get to go skate because we had very high winds and the path is not protected. I probably could have found a different route, but I took the night off. Derek and I had a couple errands to run so we did that, made stir-fry at home for dinner and watched the MLB All-Star Game.

I weighed in this morning and was DOWN 1.8 lbs. !!! This makes up for my gain of 1.2 last week so I am happy about that.

Okay so to my title...this is about the Fiance and I so if you don't want TMI...STOP READING! Last night we went to bed and I fell asleep instantly. I had a bad stomach ache and I have to be out of bed by 5 a.m. during the week. I was sound asleep and I could tell it was pretty far into the night when I felt him touching my back and trying to get "close" I was so tired I didn't move and kept trying to sleep. He didn't give up though and continued to think he was going to get lucky. I finally jumped up looked at the clock, looked at him and yelled "WTF? It's 2:30 in the morning, what are you doing?" He responded "I woke up". I was so tired and I knew I needed my sleep so I grabbed the blankets, turned the other way and fell back asleep (he got my point). This morning he was a little snappy with me and I started to feel guilty like I don't give him enough attention, is there something wrong with me? I love him so much and love the time we have together but when I lay down to go to bed I want to sleep and I certainly don't want to be woken up at 2:30 a.m.!!! I have an appointment tonight so I won't be home until late. I hope he doesn't feel like I am ignoring him.

Back to my original topic, here is my menu from Tuesday:

B - Cherries (1)
B - Yogurt (1)
B - Fiber One (0)
L - Carrots (0)
L - WW Macaroni and Cheese (5)
L - 100 Cal Pack (2)
S - Pudding (1)
D - TJ's Beef Stir Fry and Pot stickers (5)
S - Cinnamon Strusel Muffin (3)
S - 2 Marshmallows (I need to get rid of these) (1)
S - WW Cake (1)
Day 7 Points used: 19/19
Flex Points Remaining: 0

4 comments:

Amanda said...

There is nothing wrong with you! You are a typical woman. He is a man. Period. But waking you up at 2:30 in the morning is INSANE! I would have had the same reaction you did. So what if he woke up?? He couldn't go back to sleep without bothering you or "your help". So, no there is nothing wrong with you.

I don't know how you survive on 19 points a day. I just don't know. I couldn't do it, that's for sure! Kudos to you!!!

Randi said...

That's too funny. I don't think there's anything wrong with you except for maybe a little lack of sleep! Guys get over these kinds of things pretty quick, I sure he won't think you're ignoring him. Good work on your loss!

tallmama said...

Hey I am like you, once in bed, it's sleeping time!!! I would not do good being woke up at 2:30am expecially when I would have to be up at 5:30am!! Really he should understand! but again he is a man....
Good job staying OP!!!

dizzydazey said...

(note: I just realized that I didn't have you on my blogroll and therefore I'm behind! Sorry!!)

There is absolutely nothing wrong with you! My hub would have been in serious pain if he tried that with me. (I'm a little cranky in the mornings...) I hope your fiance wasn't upset. He sounds like a super nice guy, but sometimes guys just don't think, you know? :o)